Thursday, April 13, 2006
Bugaboo
I'm back, sorta. I'm failing miserably. I'm up to 157 this morning. I haven't been able to follow a plan to save my life, in fact I've kind of been binge eating.

Steve and I are trying to buy a charter boat and business. This is a lot of money. Apparently the stress is getting to me, because I can't sleep at night, I can't stay awake during the day, I'm hungry all the time, and I'm binging on fast foods and things I KNOW I'm not supposed to be eating (at least so much of).

I don't want to use the stress as an "excuse" to eat crap and gain a bunch of weight back. Today I've managed to do well, but it's only 9:45 am! As I go through my day I intend to remind myself everytime I am confronted with food "157, 157, 157". I don't want to keep going up. I should at least be able to maintain!

It's hard to focus when you're so mentally and physically exhausted, and it's so incredibly frustrating to be this tired yet have your mind race for hour on end when trying to get to bed early!

I shall overcome. Sorry for my lack of posting here and on all my friends' blogs. Know that I'm thinking of you all and I'm sorry to miss so much of what's going on with you.
Written by Amanda
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Bugaboo
I'm back, sorta. I'm failing miserably. I'm up to 157 this morning. I haven't been able to follow a plan to save my life, in fact I've kind of been binge eating.

Steve and I are trying to buy a charter boat and business. This is a lot of money. Apparently the stress is getting to me, because I can't sleep at night, I can't stay awake during the day, I'm hungry all the time, and I'm binging on fast foods and things I KNOW I'm not supposed to be eating (at least so much of).

I don't want to use the stress as an "excuse" to eat crap and gain a bunch of weight back. Today I've managed to do well, but it's only 9:45 am! As I go through my day I intend to remind myself everytime I am confronted with food "157, 157, 157". I don't want to keep going up. I should at least be able to maintain!

It's hard to focus when you're so mentally and physically exhausted, and it's so incredibly frustrating to be this tired yet have your mind race for hour on end when trying to get to bed early!

I shall overcome. Sorry for my lack of posting here and on all my friends' blogs. Know that I'm thinking of you all and I'm sorry to miss so much of what's going on with you.
Written by Amanda
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Name: Amanda
Location: Hawaii

I'm a 26 year old local haole who was born and raised in Hawaii. I have been in a serious relationship for 4+ years, I own my own home, and I am the proud mother of 2 dogs and a cat.

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Start Weight: 179.6
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